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Aku benci menunggu... 
Aku benci menanti sesuatu yang tak pasti.. 

Kalau mahu menguji... Maaf, aku tak teruji.... Puas menanti , bergerak pergi....
Kejar aku jika kau terdaya... 
Kalau langkahnya perlahan... Tinggal sahaja... 

Kata apa sahaja... Kamu tidak tahu kisah aku... Maka apa yang perlu dikisah ?? 

Bukan menutup ruang, 
Tapi aku sudah penat beria....

Walau langkahku laju, aku masih aku... 
Tiada yang berubah... Masih nombor yang sama... Masih tona suara yang sama.... Tiada beza... 

Hanya mahu mengatakan bahawa pada kamu... Aku diam bukan marah, tapi cuma mahu melihat karenah alam... Biar terjadi seperti ditetapkan.. Malas aku beria... 

Masih seperti dulu, tiada beza cuma semakin waras.... 

Shakira sulong...

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