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sometimes i woke up in the middle of the night  thinking 

what if I stay
will i have a better sleep? 
will he hugs me and hush away all my bad dreams ? 
will he kiss me and tell me everything will be fine? 
will he fight for me again? 
i ask myself , is this the life i want to live in? 
bad dreams, sleepless nights , anxiety , worry , insecurity
i am struggling to fight them. 
sometimes I knock them off. 
but sometimes, i just let them win
for one reason 
to feel the pain.
pain means i still love you. the only feeling i should let go 
but i refuse to do so
feeling that consume me little by little. 

You think, if i stay, 
things will be better or worst? 

 i dont know. 
ive not given any option to choose 
the only option is to move on 

i dont know if this is the right thing or not. 
but i hope one day,
I'll have my sleep back
i'll put all of my anxiety to rest
one day, 
I'll love again & waiting to be loved 
but now, please let me rest my restless mi…

GMO ...

Hello readers ...  Assalamualaikum ( theeee he he ... sopan sikit) 
pernah dengar GMO ? ape benda GMO??  tambah L kat blakang da jadi Gomol -..- wadehek !!  *LOL*
GMO tu singkatan untuk Genetically Modified organism  yes yes, i know bunyi dia langsung tak catchy cam gomol tu... and uols will pikir  "dah kenape nak belajar sal organism pulak"  organism ok... not orgasm  (-___-)  and yes memang tak fun pun  cuma tonight terasa nak share skit sal GMO nih.  sebab sharing is caring  *gittew* (flippin' my hair) 
with the help of uncle wiki, this is what GMO is all about ( in summary )
A genetically modified organism (GMO) is an organism whose genetic material has been altered using genetic engineering techniques. Organisms that have been genetically modified include micro-organisms such as bacteria and yeast, insects, plants, fish, and mammals. GMOs are the source of genetically modified foods and are also widely used in scientific research and to produce goods other tha…

I Love you :)

Hi You...
yes you la.

thanks for making my days no longer boring 
thanks for making me feel berbunga-bunga macam bunga sakura
thanks for making me realize that Im just ordinary human  that deserve to be loved
thanks for making me feel "alive"
thanks for making me feel so wonderful 
thanks for always remind me that im not alone  (Allah with us, and you are with me) 
thanks for allowing me to grow and blossom
thanks for accepting me for who i am
thanks for loving me unconditionally
thanks for every single thing you've done 
thanks for all the advises and thoughts 
above all,
thank you for being part of my life 
looking forward to what future may bring for us 
May Allah show us HIS mercy & Love 

Love, Shakira Sulong

Appreciation to : my family, my inlaws,  my friends, acquaintances and also strangers I met along the way   :) . Love is something i can never replace with anything else.


. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . bye Shakira sulong 


Hello readers... Miss me? Miss me?? I miss you!!! 
Sorry for being invincible... Bz sangat la lately... Busy with works & some personal stuff ....
well, everything is over for me... 

 Ya ampun, this blog da berkulat kulat.
draft da berjela jela.. semua takat 5 patah perkataan je -..-
*sapu sapu* *lap lap* *gosok gosok*

ok, done with cleaning ,
nak citer sikit pasal stereotype
nanti ada yang tanya, stereotype tu apa?? adik beradik sellotape ke??
paleotok mung!

Stereotype is thought that can be adopted about specific types of individuals or certain ways of doing things.
or senang citer, perkara kebiasaan pada kita. & benda tu xsemestinye betul tapi sebab da biasa, semua orang sebulat suara menerima & bila ada sape2 yang keluar dari "kebiasaan" tu dianggap pelik or ganjil or tak geng -.-

actually iols paling menyampah dengan sterotype2 mengarut ni. 
contoh :
pink hanya untuk perempuan. 
biru or kaler gelap lain untuk lelaki 
bila lelaki pakai baju pink.. mula la…