Shakira's Deepest Secrets

sometimes i woke up in the middle of the night  thinking  thinking what if I stay will i have a better sleep?  will he hugs me and hush away all my bad dreams ?  will he kiss me and tell me everything will be fine?  will he fight for me again?  sometimes  i ask myself , is this the life i want to live in?  bad dreams, sleepless nights , anxiety , worry , insecurity i am struggling to fight them.  sometimes I knock them off.  but sometimes, i just let them win for one reason  to feel the pain. pain means i still love you. the only feeling i should let go  but i refuse to do so feeling that consume me little by little.  You think, if i stay,  things will be better or worst?   i dont know.  ive not given any option to choose  the only option is to move on  i dont know if this is the right thing or n...

Hello readers ...  Assalamualaikum ( theeee he he ... sopan sikit)  pernah dengar GMO ? ape benda GMO??  tambah L kat blakang da jadi Gomol -..- wadehek !!  *LOL* GMO tu singkatan untuk Genetically Modified organism  yes yes, i know bunyi dia langsung tak catchy cam gomol tu... and uols will pikir  "dah kenape nak belajar sal organism pulak"  organism ok... not orgasm  (-___-)  and yes memang tak fun pun  cuma tonight terasa nak share skit sal GMO nih.  sebab sharing is caring  *gittew* (flippin' my hair)  with the help of uncle wiki, this is what GMO is all about ( in summary ) A genetically modified organism ( GMO ) is an organism whose genetic material has been altered using genetic engineering techniques. Organisms that have been genetically modified include micro-organisms such as bacteria and yeast, insects, plants, fish, and mammals. GMOs are the source of genetically...

Hi You... yes you la. thanks for making my days no longer boring  thanks for making me feel berbunga-bunga macam bunga sakura thanks for making me realize that Im just ordinary human  that deserve to be loved thanks for making me feel "alive" thanks for making me feel so wonderful  thanks for always remind me that im not alone  (Allah with us, and you are with me)  thanks for allowing me to grow and blossom thanks for accepting me for who i am thanks for loving me unconditionally thanks for every single thing you've done  thanks for all the advises and thoughts  above all, thank you for being part of my life  looking forward to what future may bring for us  May Allah show us HIS mercy & Love  Love, Shakira Sulong Appreciation to : my family, my inlaws,  my friends, acquaintances and also strangers I met along the way   :) . Love is something i ...

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Hello readers... Miss me? Miss me?? I miss you!!!  Sorry for being invincible... Bz sangat la lately... Busy with works & some personal stuff .... well, everything is over for me...  *sigh*  Ya ampun, this blog da berkulat kulat. draft da berjela jela.. semua takat 5 patah perkataan je -..- *sapu sapu* *lap lap* *gosok gosok* ok, done with cleaning , nak citer sikit pasal stereotype nanti ada yang tanya, stereotype tu apa?? adik beradik sellotape ke?? paleotok mung! Stereotype is thought that can be adopted about specific types of individuals or certain ways of doing things. or senang citer, perkara kebiasaan pada kita. & benda tu xsemestinye betul tapi sebab da biasa, semua orang sebulat suara menerima & bila ada sape2 yang keluar dari "kebiasaan" tu dianggap pelik or ganjil or tak geng -.- actually iols paling menyampah dengan sterotype2 mengarut ni.  contoh : pink hanya untuk perempuan.  biru or kaler gelap lain untuk lel...