Shakira's Deepest Secrets

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم السلام عليكم Year end always mean new beginning for me. I used to celebrate New Year as a beginning of my love story. A story I thought will last forever.  until someone decided to take everything away from me. I never thought that I'll be "kicked out" from my so called "comfort zone" that took me years to built. I was heart broken and become resentful  However, Allah indeed a great planner :)  2015 was the year that my life take turn to a completely different direction. I hurt many hearts in searching the one who can heal my heart. I know I was selfish, I was a fool but I just want to trust someone again. I dont want to live in fear that one day people will cheat on me again and leave me helpless in the dark  When I almost giving up, I met you  I remember telling myself on the first time we met  "Hes too nice for someone sinful & broken like me, perhaps this is the first and the last time we...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم السلام عليكم Hello readers, its been awhile since my last post. Well, there is something happened that really struck me & I decided to share with you guys. Early this morning I received a sad news that Kak Nora ( My ex-colleague in Hexamine) has passed away after weeks of "battling with infections". What really struck me was she was fine before until one day she was admitted to Sungai Buluh Hospital due to some pulmonary infections & her condition degrading down fall after that. Doctor did everything to keep the infection at bay, unfortunately her condition getting worst day by day & the infection spread to other parts and shut down her organs one by one ummm Around the world people losing their loved ones due to war, disease , accidents etc etc We can never know what will happen in the next 60secs. Approaching to the "full term" of my pregnancy, makes me feel anxiety about everything around me. I started to th...