Shakira's Deepest Secrets

Life is the existence of an individual human being life is the prove that we are living in this world. being out of life means that you are dead ******** What life holds for you?? Once, I woke up with swollen eyes my head pinned to my pillow with throbbing pain unable to move my limbs and my heart arch so bad I was so devastated with life life has been so unfair to me I have giving up living I could not see the purpose of me living in this world anymore so, i took the most foolish act to get out of life i still remember that feeling I closed my eyes, the pain has gone, my head became so quiet and the only sound i heard was my own heartbeats, beating slowly calming but destructive and somehow i realize that i still need "life" life never reject me i was the one who did not understand life that day, life taught me the most important lesson : stay alive from that moment, I see life differently if you ask me what is life means for me , my answer...

Sape je yang tak pernah benci family sendiri?? Dulu dulu, masa kecik... main sampai lupa nak balik rumah, mak mak kita berhangkut rotan panggil kita balik... dan dan tu jugak la rotan berbirat kat kaki....  apa yang korang pikir time tu??  aku benci mak ! Pastu, bila dah besar sikit, dah pandai nak kenyit kenyit mata, gayut kat phone sampai pagi... akhir bulan, bapak korang tengok bill telefon, mengucap panjang dia... terus capai rotan, piiiaaap! kena lagi berbirat kat kaki... apa korang pikir?? aku benci abah !  masa tu, hingus masih bertempek kat hidung, gelembung gelembung .... mata bengkak sebesar alam sebab nangis macam gila.  dalam hati pada masa tu :  "Benci lah!! kenapa aku lahir dalam keluarga ni ??!" "Ayah / Mak orang lain tak pun macam ni !" "Diorang ni memang tak sayang aku! "  "Diorang tak pernah nak memahami aku !!"  duk ulang ulang je benda benda ni dalam hati... sampai termimpi mimpi....  La...

Hello.... Im sorry if i hurt your feeling when you read this letter. I wish i could meet you in person, and tell you my feeling right now. However, we both know its really impossible ( especially for you)  I think you know me very well from  now, My ex-husband cheat on me with you. The funny thing was, we have met once and you knew that he was a married man but you were insisted to hold on to your "relationship"  I know that finally you are getting married pretty soon with the man you dearly love. Well, I could say congratulation for your win but I'll say Thank You instead.  I know all of your family, friends and you yourself will think that I hate you so much because of what you did to me, but I never hate you. Im thankful for what you did to me  Thank You for setting me free. Thank you for saving me a future full of pain and lies. Thank you for showing his true colors through your joint actions  Thank you for opening my future again,...

Hello uols, how are you... sorry la, iols sangat busy lately. Banyak sangat benda terjadi, sampaikan nak makan nasi pun tak berapa sempat.... gitteew entry ni pun dah berkarat dalam draft... huhuhuhu Actually, hari ni iols terasa nak cakap sal Panas engine kenderaan... tak kesah lah ape jenis kenderaan anda, kete ke, moto ke , lori ke, bas ke, helikopter ke, kapal selam ke.... apa saje lah yang ber-engine. Routine panas engine ni dah consider routine wajib bagi golongan jejantan terutamanya .... pompuan plak mostly terpaksa buat sbb selalu je kene bebel ngan jejantan sebab tak panas engine kete... kan kan kan even dengan masa kecemasan pun sempat lagi nak panaskan engin kete.... dapat 3 minit pun cukup... katanyeeee... demi sayang engine katanyeeee..... Dah kenape ckp sal kete pulop ni haaa.... sebenornye , iols ada sahabat yang satu hari pun x pernah miss nak panaskan engine kete... his rules are, pagi pagi kena panas engine, siap letak time limit, pastu kena gauge turun sam...

Who sleeps in bed next to you? Well, most of the time i sleep alone. Some other time Oreo or Vanilla will snuggle with me. Well, im looking forward to sleep with my own "Channing Tatum" soon :)  Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline? Oh my .. oh my... We all are guilty to do this when we were kids . I did it all the time especially on my BM Essay. Setahun sekali baru hantar... hahaha  What kind of books do you read? umm.... Im in love with Jodi Picoult ! I love her writing style, her story and her knowledge. I like the way she narrate the story, so smooth, so convincing and real.  Actually, i read almost everything but don't fancy horror genre . Because im a chicken.. hahahahaa Best day of the week? Oh..i love Saturday & Sunday but I love other days as well ( as long the other days are called HOLIDAY..hahaha )  i love weekend, because that the only time i could spend some time with him :)  What's really c...

I'm holdin' on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearin' what you say, But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me, Then you go and cut me down. But wait. You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't think I'd turn around. And say. That it's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Too late, oh uh I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, But it's nothin' new, yeah! I loved you with a fire red, Now it's turnin' blue. And you say. Sorry, like an angel Heaven let me think was you. But I'm afraid. It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Whoa! It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to a...

i cried watching this movie !!!!  yes yes , i know its was hit 2 years ago...  bese la, iols not into mainstream thingy.  bila semua dah sejuk beku baru la iols gigih mencari *ayat penyedap rasa supaya x nmpak loser sangat*  actually plan nak tgk into the woods , half way through the movie, cam boring tahap gaban  terus tukar plan tgk the impossible nih  maigowd !! sedih hokey.  pembuakkan emosi yang bercampur aduk  kejap nangis, kejap gelak, kejap jerit , kejap lompat2  memang penuh emosi  iols baca review, citer ni based on the true story  almost all event dlm movie nie based on the real thing that happened to the family  pas dah tgk citer tu,  iols pikir camne la kalu benda tu happen kat iols or to my family or my close friends?? will i be as strong as Maria ??  entah iols dah give up  honestly, im not strong as you all think  im a jello inside  ...